Sunday, 31 May 2009

The END

ooo the end is here
it's the last day of may today!
=( wonder why i'm feeling sad

anyway...went for my 1st gp tuition in the morning (finally)
and guess what...saw gu zheng there.... o.O
and he told me the teacher is...
Ross....
and i'm stunned/stupified/dumbfounded/shocked/$%&*#
okay...luck Ross aint there today...

and on my way home...got a new earphone! =)
and it's the 1st time mama brought earphone for me... a hahaha
lolz....so went to play tennis as usual in the afternoon sun...
i LOVE it man!

and when i come home, found that cant even raise my right elbow...
so dont know why this reminds me of fz....他断背,我断手
and CT 断腿...big bird 什么都断。。。
so we were like the new boy group...called F4....废材4人组。。。
你认为怎么样?

okay....i shall end here before i lost my right arm totally! =)

翻身吧!咸鱼!


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Saturday, 30 May 2009

因为有你

to 方舟, 浚鑫 and 玮芳

嘿!我只想告诉你:谢谢你

谢谢你让我重新发现世界
谢谢你给了我我的第一次
谢谢你陪我散心
谢谢你陪我淋雨
谢谢你让大家错过了下车的站
谢谢你的happy meal和玩具
谢谢你的“娈童癖”
谢谢你让我狂stab而没有一句怨言
谢谢你的聆听
谢谢你为世界重新上色
谢谢你默默的走在我身后,一句话也不说
即使你没发现
即使你不知道
但还是要谢谢你,我的朋友们

因为有你,世界更有意义





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Friday, 29 May 2009

恒星的恒心

其实从小就想成为一个心理医师,也可以算是我众多志愿中的一个吧
为什么想要当心理医生呢?
或许我喜欢以一个朋友、一个聆听者的角度,静静的坐在一旁,
渐渐的打开心防,成为人家倾诉的对象。
不过长大后才发现聆听,也很困难。
曾经有一段时间,天真的以为自己已经真正成为了一个可以让人倾诉的对象
真的很可笑,不是吗,
因为才发现自己或许才需要一个心理医生,一个聆听者,一个让自己倾诉的对象
突然发觉现在已经在自己周围筑起了一道高高的围墙,
把自己囚禁在左胸口拳头大小的那一块地方。
面对你,发现自己想将心中的一切都倒出来,但最后什么都说不出口
当一个人连自己都觉得自己陌生,连自己都对自己无话可说时,还有救吗?
我想,我对事情(无论大小)的真相的渴望,
或许正是源于我自己内心的孤单寂寞自闭吧。
所以,如果我的执着伤害了你,希望你会接受我的道歉。


以恒星的恒心,继续。


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Thursday, 28 May 2009

其实我精神很不正常

最近几天以至于近两个星期发生了很多很多事情,多得让我烦
先是班上差点爆发武装冲突,然后自己莫名其妙的变得很烦躁
很emo...
不过值得庆幸的是事情就这么平息了
该到我烦了
我想,LEP教材里说得真没错,
人都是孤独的个体,因为不甘寂寞才聚在一起
不过这又怎么样呢?现在大家还不都是好好的?
今天火气特别大,还好忍住了。
我不知道我还能忍多久?请千万别让我爆发,我已经很久没动粗了。
尤其是那些有事没事就在我们class bench出现的闲杂人等,
没事做的话就请你们去准备考试!

现在我的精神很不正常。
是我太多疑吗?还是我根本就(快)疯了?
又或者在大家眼中我就是无辜无聊无用无趣的路人甲?
请在我脑中下雨吧!驱散那些迷雾,赶走那些乱如麻的思绪吧!让我清醒清醒吧!

我想,在别人眼中我究竟是个怎样的人?
或许我并不值得做一个推心置腹的朋友,我能理解。
但不知道为什么,
今天突然就在脑海里和自己争辩一番,然后得到一个结论
我想,我以真心待人,人必以真心待我,
就算人视我真心如狗肺,我还以真心待人。生命,当以诚为本。
或许很好笑,但这是就是我的倔强。

我岂非也在一直追逐着我的九号球?
《九号球》五月天

Sunday, 24 May 2009

not brokeback


pls be alarmed by the title arh>!>!>
but i didnt go cycling, so i didnt have the chance to broke my back
anyway, to fangzhou: dont worry if u've broke ur back, u always have
wei leong and cheng tong and shawn =)
and i'm fine with broke-backers

所以捏。。。昨天去剪了个头发。。。结果差点被剪头发大婶给性骚扰了~
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我觉得啊,我剪头发用了10分钟,剩下的15分钟就被剪头发大婶的巨手
给强行按在椅子上,让她的手蹂躏着,骚扰着我的头发+脖子+脸。。。
巨囧~
欲哭无泪啦!!!

然后呢,晚上回到家就做了我生平第一张desktop wallpaper,是青春版牡丹亭中的杜丽娘~
=) 希望汤显祖和白先勇他们两位老人家不会怪我侵权!=P

不过明天要考H3 CLL。。。
啃书中~
=)

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Saturday, 23 May 2009

Friday Dance Fever

HC Basketball Boys is the champion!
——koped from www.hcunite.com——

Match Report: Basketball Boys FINAL: HCI vs IJC
May 22nd, 2009 by CCA PRO
The guys’ basketball team dominated the court today as they clinched the championship title after a stimulating match against Innova JC. Leading by a huge margin, the team, which comprises of Jonathan Lian, Subhas, Nicholas Tan, Zhou Leong, Hong Yao, Hong Sheng, Chester Leow, Ee Ruey, Ching Poh, Hock Sing, and Edward Ng, epitomized the standards of the A Division in a rather one-sided affair.



The guys opened the match with vigour, demoralizing the defense of Innova with a flurry of goals, bringing the score to 8-2 within a few moments. Supporters watched the orange ball virtually warp around the court, owing to the quick pace of the game and the frequent possession interceptions. The guys acquired a steady approach, with excellent passes, and masterful individual efforts among them.

We saw the on-form Hong Yao bagging numerous lay ups. Innova’s #14 contributed much in field goals and displayed his creativity in manipulating the ball, but Hwachong’s defense was too difficult to penetrate. Other than fluent passing, the guys were ever-entertaining with their slick moves and occasional trickery that amazed both the Hwachong and Innova’s supporters. By the end of the 1st quarter, the score stood at 17-5, Hwachong in a respectable lead.





Innova returned in the 2nd quarter with a more offensive approach. Hwachong fought hard for the rebounds, constantly looking for opportunities to expand the lead. Zhou Kai, who played point guard, had superior agility and quick thinking. Though the score remained stagnant in the second quarter, the supporters were nevertheless entertained by the possession steals and intense scrambles for the ball under the basket.

Ching Poh (MVP of the match!) displayed excellent psycho-motor skills with his frequent successful conversions of rebounds into points. As for Innova, they were to be commended for always springing back into action even after trips and falls in the HC defense. The score was 27-13 by the end of the 2nd quarter.





Both teams were equally-matched in the 3rd quarter, as they scurried for possession of the ball. Subhas wowed the crowd with his impossibly swift reactions to the rebounds from his teammate’s free throws that left Innova rooted to their spots. Such reactions came in the form of flying leaps that culminated in successful mid-air rebounds.

His confidence definitely worked its wonders by boosting the morale of the team. As our players upped the tempo, a 20 point lead was churned out. Our spectators were further impressed and delighted by Hong Yao’s spectacular lay ups with his back to the basket. The score stood at 48-27 by the end of this quarter.





In the last quarter, Hwachong did not stop their offensive. Ee Ruey displayed great defense as he hounded his opponents for the ball mercilessly. There were instances of top-class teamwork as swift, laser-guided passes culminated in clinical finishes by Hong Yao, Ching Poh and Subhas. Innova, on the other hand, was in a mad, disorganized rush for points as they attempted to bridge the margin with desperate 3-pointers.

Our commanding lead over IJC gave us reason to count down from 10 seconds remaining. And naturally, victory was ours! There was never any doubt about the outcome once the match started. Final score 68-40, and Hwachong emerged as CHAMPIONS!





The Most Valuable Player went to Ching Poh, as his excellent control of the ball and expert shots boosted the team’s spirit and definitely played a part in propelling his team to victory. Well done!!!

Congratulations to the guys’ basketball team on winning the championship and for bringing pride and glory to Hwachong!!!

Remember to stay tuned for pictures taken during the match and an possible upcoming video!!!
GO HWACHONG!!!

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congrats to Ah bao!!!!! MVP!!!!! 请客吃饭!!!
你女朋友一定有去看你比赛吧! =)

Went to Dance Night last night~
It's not bad lar...with some minor but ********* glitches
like during (arguably) the best piece in the night, 武陵春,
the CD dancers screwed the whole performance up by holding
the 书法字画 in the wrong direction....
so sad....
>.<

and what a pity.... ><

haiz....

and...when i got home last night...i found out my ipod is spoiled
broken
gone
dead!
oh no!!!
apparently it has become a 'kbox machine' all music no lyrics
how am i going to live on without it?! >< haiz
either i buy 1 myself, or i live on without music... my poor ipod...
>.<



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Thursday, 21 May 2009

today

考试了~ >.<
今天考试了~
考试前和“一闪一闪亮晶晶”、尚老师、西子一起在天堂
的旁边读书
然后尚老师就陷入了”人格分裂且心智不成熟症状“中。。。
真的好可怜哦(我说的是我们其他几个人)
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尚老师。。。我受不了你了啦!快点长大吧。。。


然后考试。。。。又或者被称为“右手腕训练课程”
okay吧。。。
至少。。。我真的背坐在后面的尚老师(提前20分钟就交卷了)
和坐在前头的浚鑫(狂写ING)给吓到了。。。
结果。。。自己也拼命挤满了5张纸。。。 =P

然后呢?就被张老师叫去开关与“语特写作营”的会。。。
今年我、吕小欢、杨露和博雅阿姨去当高二指导员!
yeah! ^_^
不过。。。居然被奸人所害。。。
他们居然找我当主持?!?!
有没有搞错?!><
当张老师跟我说时,我当时就震惊了
得像方舟aka月亮同学去学习讲相声了~
haiz....

晚上饭都没吃。。。就去一个所谓的“补习中心”
~当然是我去补习啦~
无聊死了。。。最后还是没去上。。。
真的是。。。haiz。。。我宁可跟金鱼眼老师上课,
也不要去补习GP!

anyway, 现在正与李清照的《武陵春》奋斗中。。。
明天篮球决赛。。。奋斗吧!伟良与阿宝!

今天的Video?


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Wednesday, 20 May 2009

阿宝一直跟我要的歌,新不了情by万芳
突然想问,世界上是不是真的有不了的情?
是不是真的此情不渝?

Tuesday, 19 May 2009

比昨天还要长的网志。。。我想我上瘾了~怎么办?!hoho~

呵呵~今天终于pass 2.4km+5items了。。。从此以后就要和NAPFA说拜拜了!
易轩要加油哦!

anyway,今天下午被晓辉抓去看了《青春版牡丹亭》的幕后制作花絮。。。感觉上还好啦。。。
杜丽娘真的是美到没话说,用任老师的话来说就是“美到极致~”
*_*已经彻底的,无可救药的迷上了《牡丹亭》,迷上了昆曲。。。
白先勇老师,算你厉害!I服了U

晚上回家已经快要累死了。。。在车上昏昏欲睡中,突然醒来,不经意间往车窗外看了看
住家附近一条连接着蓄水池的大水沟,倒映了夕阳,那一瞬间的美丽,如画。
一些事情,虽然很平凡,但是不是因错过了才会觉得美丽,还是因短暂才产生光芒?
我不知道,只是希望能在这些美好的事情来临时,能好好的享受,哪怕只有一秒

回到家,饭桌上,MM说又给我找了个补习班,这个周四就去上
什么也不想说了,世界唉,就是生活在妥协与强迫之间
生活就像是一场QJ,反抗只会更痛苦,但又不得不去反抗
真的搞不懂那些大人们,随意的将我的自我意识QJ再QJ,反反复复,不留情面
——————明天CSM,我居然进了跳高决赛。。。真TMD无语中。。。
这又让我想起了今天回家时杨同学幸灾乐祸的笑容。。。
警告你一下哦,你明天拍归拍,不过我要收肖像使用费~=P————————

okay,言归正传,饭后看报纸。。。居然被我看到了小胖的作品刊登在早报文艺栏上
o.O我当时就震惊了
小胖的小说(因该是的吧?)叫“幽灵公寓”,不过不是鬼故事。。。
看了之后。。。只有3个字的评语:看不懂~
凸.凸
当时我震惊到从桌子上掉下来了
...
...
...

哦对了。。。明天还有physics SPA呢。。。加油吧!^_^

P.S.我发现了一个大秘密!嘻嘻~

今天的video(无责任转自youtube):在梅边(注意词哦)




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Monday, 18 May 2009

将个军



lolz...now i'm totally addicted to xiang qi...aka chinese chess~ XP
but i just got trashed by ah bao twice...连续被将了两次军~
ah bao...u're my next target!
奋斗ING....


anyway.... think i'll become a TANKER soon....
today just appointed by zhang laoshi to do cha guan ppt~ haiz....
there goes my june holiday... arghhhhh
let's hope i dont have to TANK so much this time... ><
我永远也不会忘记杨浚鑫同学那幸灾乐祸的笑容的~
--不要以为你神智不成熟就可以幸灾乐祸哦--
I pity u 方舟。。。

最后。。。今儿个是俺们班上张玮芳(sry i'm too lazy to type 繁体, although i doubt u'll ever see this =P)同学的生日,所以现在在此献上“生日快乐歌”一首。。。
当然不是我唱啦~ 要唱自然是。。。hehe。。。成同学唱嘛~
啦啦。。。不过,今天又有一个人离开了美好的童年,步入了堕落的、万恶的、黑暗的成年人世界。。。我们为你哀悼3。。。秒


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Sunday, 17 May 2009

赖床的意义

我躺在床上 看窗外的风景
蔚蓝的天空 很宽很干净
都市的喧嚣 穿不透玻璃
找不到起床的原因

我躺在床上 让大脑去旅行
空荡的房间 眼睛要休息
沉睡的安静 耳朵在抗议
找不到说话的原因

从床上爬起 将功课唤醒
却找不到起床的意义
>.<



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Friday, 15 May 2009

当风筝飞上天空。。。


献给方舟:

有时候,回忆已经足够
当一阵风吹来,风筝飞上天空。。。
或许等待已久的人就在心中
直到某一天,出现在嘴角的笑容
突然发现,她一直没走
一直都在
陪着你,走下去。。。

让回忆飞上天空
让心情不再寂寞
让你不会孤独




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Wednesday, 13 May 2009


人生总有许多被错过
想着那一年的那个夏天
追着那辆车,渐行渐远
看春天,慢慢凋谢
才发现,世界也改变

错过后等待后
却也发现,已经如烟

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Monday, 11 May 2009

一点心思

春光短暂 夏花灿烂
谁闻秋声 谁知冬来
百花开散 怎争丽娘 一番容颜
一汪秋波一池春色
万种柔情 佳人迷恋
牡丹亭畔 芍药栏旁 三生石上 共谱奇缘



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Sunday, 10 May 2009

Who Am I

我是谁?谁是我?
是时候重新开blog了
重新自我介绍
重新定位
重新命名
重新又重新


靠吃巧克力减压
靠听歌放松
靠读书混饭
靠睡觉休闲
长时间处于情绪不稳定,神经质等疑似精神病状态中
除此之外,基本正常
压力太大空间太小世界太乱战争太多考试太近复习太少时间太快
除了能吃能喝能拉能睡能读书之外
其他的我就快“震惊”了


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